I'm · hiding · in · the · Frame...
But I'm not pictured.
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so I feel like it kinda does define gemini at least to my understanding of this personality so far. To Bad Melanies a leo lol. ( Bigger better )
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I was excited to shoot this set with Stephanie- I've shot her before. But short and the long of it- I really wouldn't be alive if she wasn't in my life. So...It's nice in a way to give back to her. anyways few more shots of this set may end up here soon. comments-words-stuff? -Laura ( Bigger one )
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So I've been shooting just about every day this week. But I love this shot. It's stood out even after an extremely awesome set I did yesterday.
thoughts?comments?
-Laura
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Been awhile since I even picked up my own cameras...So here's the results of when I did yesterday. DId a set with Kyra, one of the girls from my carpool during Renaissance festival. Let me know what y'all think ^_^.
( check em out )
-Laura
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3 am. I redsicovered...THIS 
Which is one of the best comics I've ever read. fyi. and it can be found.. |
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I wrote a pretty long story five minutes ago and livejournal dubbed it deletable. NICE. Anyways, I bought a vewnician mask today for fest. WOOOOOOOOOOO and the washington trip got cancelled, so I'll work every weekend anyways so its not a problem anymore. YESSSSSSSSS -Laura |
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That bubble wrap is amazing!!! 5. Its got that cool texture n jazz. -Laura |
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Check davids: http://www.myspace.com/assuredambig Blog for a better rendition then I could ever give you. (of the fire yesterday....yea....) -Laura |
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If you comment i will: 1. Tell you why I added you to my friends list and/or why I keep you there. 2. Associate you with something. A song, a color, a work of art, a character in a play, a piece of fruit. SOMETHING. 3. Tell you something I like muchly about you. 4. Tell you a memory I have of you/us. 5. Associate you with a character from a book or a film. 6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you. (Or else I'll just ask a random question. I reserve that right.) 7. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours. 8. In return, you must spread this disease in your LJ. |
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How nervous I am to much of anything. I don't get how I can't just DO SOMETHING without sitting back before hand and thinking about fortyseven ways it'll go wrong. I know noone will read this, and I'm not sure If that even bothers me. There's a dog in the lot next to this one, he's white with black spots all over him, when I'm spray painting which is almost daily now he comes over with a wagging tail to say hello, and I have to stop to save his precious coat from a beating. I sometimes wish someone would do that for me. I find myself looking back and realizing all the times i set up trails of flowers for a boyfriend or cooked a crazy good dinner, I was listening to Harley in sunday school all over again: But no matter how much I do that for you, no matter how hard I try to show you what I want, wouldn't telling you have an infinance more power? I seem to have a problem with communication in drastic measures.I'm always insecure, no matter how hard I play myself up. I'm always fearing rejection. No matter how hard i work to figure out why I still can't find those answers. But When you heard me say I liked watching the history channel,and you said "I love you" in that cute tone of voice, I felt walls of insecurity melting down. Like my walls of chocolate sancurary belonged no more. I'm pretty amazed by your exsisitance. And that Isn't a secret at all. -Laura |
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If you could hear this song right now, you'd understand what a good mood it puts me in. I'm not even lying. Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it Doctor, Doctor, I’ve got an emergency Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it Hey, Can't kick the habit Need a refill cause I just can't get enough Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it Hey, Can't kick the habit I'm blessed, I must confess Coming down with something outrageous Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it (Chorus) x 2 And thats how I'm feeling right now. -Laura |
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Which will make this more confusing! YAY! So.. I'll start with the list of Boys I mgiht possibly date:(as they stand currently) Sam. Mike. and I think thats what its down to. Which is awesoem cause it was like a page long a week ago. So here's the down low. I met Sam, on myspace. Cause I was being a loser and playing my social expiriement game. I sent him a message basically saying... "Hi... I think your cute. But I AM WAY HOTTIER Then you." So, we just kept talking/texting/ meeting one night for pizza and ending up going to aurora for a ghost hunt. *SIGH* Ok, so Sam is...Like Shave me ken. No lie. He looks just like him. He's crazy and random, and yet knows how to just cuddle and make me feel better. OH and he has this wierd obsession with popping my pimples. EWWIE. Anyways, He's awesome. In short, We act like a couple. But we're not. I mean once we went up to the mountains at random (cause lately thats how I am) And We're standing close to a big hiking like cliff. And he's like come over here *insert laura's fear of hieghts* And I'm like "NO! I'm gonna die!" and he's like "No... I'll catch you" I dunno it was sweet to me. We ended up just looking at all the city lights. But see, there's some big worries here. Or else there wouldn't be a number two on that list. Sam...Was adopted. So step number one, being a child who traveled from foster home to foster home till about the age of nine, That makes it hard for him to really see anyone committing to ANYONE. Basically, in his words "I suck at commitment." And he just so happens to already have two other girls. One of which will be visiting on Thursday. I'm so nervous. So Afraid. And none of it REALLY makes sense to me. But I pretty much know he's not a jack ass like that. He's better then to lie to me about it. I see him almost everyday. And Because of him, I'm not so scared of other things anymore. Shit I could walk alone on Colfax.Without freaking out. What does that tell you? But anyways on down my list. Mike. Is hot. Like a model. I met him at the pirates of the carribean Premire and scored his phone number. I stayed at his house for a couple of mondays after ren fest, and he's really down to earth. Really almost ocd. He plays video games, Like me. So we'd stay up all night on wow. Leveling and jazz. And it was just awesome. He is just afraid of commitment. Basic twenty-two-year-old for "Be my ufck buddy" But I think it could change. Given the girl was uber preppy, and uber gamer. Aka Not me. But soemtimes I think I couldp ull it off. I havn't seen him in a few weeks so... I dunno if he'll drop from my list yet or not. So we'll see huh? -Laura |
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Immunity comes in years, In days and hurtful slumber. You build up Blisters, You won't let anythnig in. I have yet to wait till the next morning. Your living, You don't understand me. Pretend all you want. -Laura |
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I'm having a conversation in my head. As I always tend to do.
Everybody's Talking Talking Talking [but noone says anything of Value] They're riding their bikes in circles, Oh the miles they'll never go. They think they're going everywhere, Before they know its just another circle. How dreadfully disappointing to know the Circumference, As well as the Diameter of that stupid little circle. I'm not walking with my eyes down cast Thinking I'm better then you, No, quite to opposite, I often wish I never thought this way. I envy your ability to just go and go, And barely ever think. I'm having a conversation in my head, Prolly about the same as that woman sitting next to you, With that sour taste, mixed with the smells of the road, Swallowing into her mouth. No sir, I don't think you'd waste twenty seconds of your life the same way. -Laura Wold |
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Fair warning: This ones a bit intense, kinda, don't bitch about word choice or anything. ---------------------------------------- I never saw such a brilliant white. I never took the time to stare at a white that shone so clear. I didn't noitice it till now. Till the wafting breezes brought it to my senses. I'm a fucking bobble head. And I doubt you'd understand, as most times it seems. I need something. That isn't within my grasp. I need something, Onto which, I doubt I could ever hold. I need it. Memory, like a sand glass, ever falling from that hole in my fingers. Let me remember, Let me forget, Let me get over this. So this shit will stop popping up, And making my brain A bird shit on a window. Let me forget, how you smelled, And the way it smothered me, Pushed me back into a wall, and made me think I was smaller than small. I hate you. But I forgive you. Desperatation, calls for desperate things. And I hate the fact, You used me desperately. I hate the fact, You thought of it as nothing, And I forced myself to do the same. I'm like a rag, Pure and white was were I began. And now, Now I'm a used up soiled rag, Which once would have been a beautiful part of this great tapestry. But then I was useless. And I couldn't hold on tight enough, To that whisping white cloud. But now I know. I've never seen a more brilliant white, or held it tighter in my hand. I know you held me down longer then anything, Any of the shit I went through. But now I know, More then ever, That brilliant white won't evade me much longer. I'll hold it in my hand, You bitch. -Laura |
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Over dramatics water works and hours spent yelling on the phone. holy fuck does it have to be this hard trying to spend time with someone? -Laura is feeling pretty down. |
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So I guess I'm having one? May 28th 2006 4:00 -till mom kicks us out. Its gonna be a costume party so dress up and come. I MEAN COME! I hate having parties ocnsidering I get party ditched alot, so please make this one worth it? -Laura. Need more details? Ask? |
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